Hi All
Not really sure where to post but I will just post anywhere I guess doesn't really matter to much.
Well Ostrich the house inspection went well, I got a very Well maintained report so that is good, she was still a bit of a cow, she picked at one dirty handprint on the wall that I missed or could have been a new one, with two kids who knows. Then she told my son, I hope you tidied your room for me, or mummy did, I thought she was here to inspect the house not my house keeping. But it is over for another 3 months then she will be back.
Unconditional love I too read the post you are talking about, My husband gambled and yes at times the mood swings and depression get bad for the both of us, he too has payday blues as I call them, we feel rich in the morning but usually mid afternoon, almost all the money is gone, and we now have to wait a fortnight for more. But I try to look at it as , well if he still was gambling the money issues would get much worse, even though at times you cannot see things are getting better they are, but unfortunately they are little baby steps. I to am not a huge fan of the drug option, but if they are needed, then give it a go, I would definitely talk to your doctor But I think you should try everything else first. As a woman I think we need to vent so use this forum that is what I do, I go through my payday blues every fortnight on here, and then the day to day mood swings for the both of us, I personally think once you get it all out you feel a little better, and it helps to understand everyone is going through such similar issues, because for me at times I thought I was going crazy, but I come here and post and I feel not only better but normal if that makes any sense. I wish you and your husband the best of luck in your recovery take care
Very tired great to see you are posting again, How is your little Kitten going? I recently got a new cat he is 6 months old, didn't want a kitten with 2 young boys, no kitten deserves the amount of love they would want to give it where as a bigger cat can take the bolt if he does not want to play, he is a little cutie, he is pure white and really fluffy, he looks like a cotton ball with legs. he has a personality of a dog he follows me every where. Pets are always a pleasure to have around.
I also want to apologise to anyone who read my post to virtual (Guess who) the guy drives me insane, I know the post will more than likely be removed thank goodness, but I am afraid he brings out a very bad side of me, and I always regret posting the guy, but he makes my blood boil, and I post before I think, so I end up regretting it, I worry someone who really wants and needs help will think I am just as bad as him, and in someway I guess that is true, I should not sink down to his level I know I am a better person than that, but I just wanted to get him away from Betteroffdeads post because I thought this poor person has posted and He is taking the focus off them. I just need to learn to ignore him. I have now Idea what his beef with Sandy is and it irritates me, so again I am sorry and I will be apologising everywhere tonight because I feel just terrible I sank to his level.
Take Care
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