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grammaliz
#1 Posted : Thursday, 4 June 2009 11:15:00 a.m.(UTC)
grammaliz

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Some count days, some don't. Today is day 17 for me and must be some kind of milestone.
This morning I woke up kind of feeling like my old self. Looking around and saying "What happened to my house?" What happened to all my goals? Why isn't this done and that done? Who had been living my life these last several years? Who are you? I don't like you. Get out! Why didn't you take care of my family? Why didn't you see all this coming? I am taking control of the helm now. I will make a future. I will take care of things.
These are just my thoughts and feelings I woke up with this morning. A lot going through my head right now. Can hardley keep up with myself.
Perhaps a new day is really dawning. One day at a time. Must get to making a list of putting some order back and damage control.
fandango
#2 Posted : Thursday, 4 June 2009 11:15:00 a.m.(UTC)
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Stay with those thoughts Liz, they are positive and they will jolt you. Try to sift those constructive thoughts from the dross and the crap inhabiting your brain (I should take my own advice). Keep up that attitude. But keep it simple and take small steps. We will all succeed together. Have a good day.
grammaliz
#3 Posted : Thursday, 4 June 2009 11:15:00 a.m.(UTC)
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Just popped in to say hi. I do plan on baby steps and not getting over confidant. Maybe I'm just manic depressive.. Up and down.
I have an on-line buddy session on saturday at 6:00am and after that I plan to "sneak off" to my first GA. Everyone will think I am at the casino. There only two GA mettings a week here, actually 1/2 and hour away, but I think there should be daily ones like there is with AA.
andee
#4 Posted : Thursday, 4 June 2009 11:15:00 a.m.(UTC)
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Maybe we are all manic depressives???????? I have ask myself this alot. Shine on
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